Why is life so unfair ?

I do see that my blog is almost dead.. having nothing or no time to blog ?
Its the holidays and they are ending soon though.
Hoping to find a good job to survive this holidays, earning some cash to buy stuffs.
But nothing, there was nothing. Everyday sleep late, wake up late.
Go out, spend money. Going broke soon !!
Well i got my results not long.. can say about a month ?
i'm thankful i passed the been repeated mods.. but yet i fail once again. haiz.
was supposed to study during this hols, dad's idea.. but to no avail..
nothing !!!! no mood for anything.. all i can jus think of is slack slack slack !
wasting my life away i would say..
Well, been playing mahjong here and there..
these few wks, i tink im like fkin sick ! cough, sore throat, flu, breathing difficulties.. haiz..
@ home is fked up.. go out frens stilll okay but still will be fked up...
WHEN CAN I EVER FIND A DAY WHERE I CAN FULLY RELAX AND ENJOY AND WONT HAVE ANY TROUBLES....
then these few days.. amongst all my frens.. alot of shit stuffs happened...
really dont know what to do anymore.. try to help or ask.. but to no avail..
up til now.. i stilll DO question the meaning of FRIENDSHIP...
what does it take to be a friend ?
what can you do to be a good/better friend?
there's alot of questions u can ask and yet they can never be answered..
well, where can we ever find perfect ppl ? perfect friendships ?
everything all fked up... all jus a stupid lie... haiz...
alot of ppl bothering me with this bothering me with that..
yet some dont even bother at all when i'm trying ... : (
i really dont know wad else to do anymore..
even this holidays is going to end.. i also dont know what else i can do..
continue wif sch living a fked up life..
well enuff of my nonsence.. tired of it alr...
hope i will blog again soon....

SO LONG AND GOODBYE !