Wednesday, April 8, 2009

This few days is ever so boring, what do i do everyday ? So far its been slacking and slacking.
Seriously like no life man. Friends everywhere all not free, or just dont really bother.
No work to earn money and past the time, been spending like money's water LOL !!
school's starting in about a week's plus time !!! omg ! don know whether will get used to it.
The waking up early and long bus rides and doing of homework hahahaha :D
Recently like alot of problems, not just me but also amongst my friends.
Don know what to do.. haiz..
As you grow older, seldom will you still contact your friends.
kindergarten i got like afew cause they're from my church.
pri sch got sme that still got meet up.
sec sch got afew, mainly those who are at same poly as me.
now in poly, frens that i have made, and are close and good ones, not many.. so yeah..
where can we find real friendship where everyone will stick together...
ITS ALL BULL !! :)

what else is there to do ?? this wk mainly taken up cause i will be going church..
aahhhhhhh ! day of obligation i tink but yea.. its a must to go :)
but don know why sme ppl jus don go.. aahhh whatever... don reli bother anymore..
all there is to do.. is to enjoy the remaining holidays :) hahaha..

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Why is life so unfair ?

I do see that my blog is almost dead.. having nothing or no time to blog ?
Its the holidays and they are ending soon though.
Hoping to find a good job to survive this holidays, earning some cash to buy stuffs.
But nothing, there was nothing. Everyday sleep late, wake up late.
Go out, spend money. Going broke soon !!
Well i got my results not long.. can say about a month ?
i'm thankful i passed the been repeated mods.. but yet i fail once again. haiz.
was supposed to study during this hols, dad's idea.. but to no avail..
nothing !!!! no mood for anything.. all i can jus think of is slack slack slack !
wasting my life away i would say..
Well, been playing mahjong here and there..
these few wks, i tink im like fkin sick ! cough, sore throat, flu, breathing difficulties.. haiz..
@ home is fked up.. go out frens stilll okay but still will be fked up...
WHEN CAN I EVER FIND A DAY WHERE I CAN FULLY RELAX AND ENJOY AND WONT HAVE ANY TROUBLES....
then these few days.. amongst all my frens.. alot of shit stuffs happened...
really dont know what to do anymore.. try to help or ask.. but to no avail..
up til now.. i stilll DO question the meaning of FRIENDSHIP...
what does it take to be a friend ?
what can you do to be a good/better friend?
there's alot of questions u can ask and yet they can never be answered..
well, where can we ever find perfect ppl ? perfect friendships ?
everything all fked up... all jus a stupid lie... haiz...
alot of ppl bothering me with this bothering me with that..
yet some dont even bother at all when i'm trying ... : (
i really dont know wad else to do anymore..
even this holidays is going to end.. i also dont know what else i can do..
continue wif sch living a fked up life..
well enuff of my nonsence.. tired of it alr...
hope i will blog again soon....

SO LONG AND GOODBYE !