Its been awhile since i last blogged... im freakin lazy luh hahaha..

CHRISTMAS IS COMING !!!! :DD

hope everyone has done their shopping !! will probly do mine tmr ! haha (:


anyways....
well loads of shitxzxz been happening.. don wanna mention it alr...
jus the though of it makes my blood boil... haha yeah (:
tryin to forget abt it ! well... feelin full of regrets, full of anger and hatred..
all felt at the same time.. but there's nth i can do..
the only thing i can do, muz do and will do ! is help her..
don care whether she thinks im a bother, tinks im irritating or whatsoever..
i don care haha.. as long as she's okay then im fine.. hahaha..
tend to be overly concern ? i dont know.. its jus me bah...
the fear inside me has not been curbed yet.. if not things will be different.. i guess..
anyway enough of that...

my event was jus over last wk... it kinda went along quite well...
somehow or rather they enjoyed it haha..
altho my shoes and jeans got all muddy -.- but yea.. fun (:

anyway, its my TP tomorrow !! my actual driving test !!
i cant believe it.. i'm so so nervous... hope i can pass !!
well.. i'm gonna sleep now ! so i'm able to concentrate for tmr !! hahaha !

goodnight people !