i guess christmas ain't so bad after all :)

Time passes so fast... christmas jus over..
soon it will be a new year ! 2009 ! oh man im turning 19 soon !! haha old liao.. =/
hope everything will be fine next yr.. =)


still tryin to leave everything behind.. this 2008.. loads of shit happened which is difficult for me to let go..
but i guess... as what others will say... its time to carry on with our life.. leave e past behind and look forward to the future, wouldnt know what lies ahead of us.. have to find out ourselves..

i hope u have been fine... well, it seems that u are okay abt it alr ? but i dont know man..
smetimes i stil duno wads on ur mind.. how i wish u would share more... =/
its all up to you.. i hope u're able to be independent and tink at a higher level.. and separate e gd and e bad..
takecares my fren :)




aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!! venting all the shits here.....
it seems and feels like its all gone.. but jus tinkin abt it.. or hearin ppl talk abt it...
it reli gets to me !!!!! arrrghhhhh !!!!!! how i wish im more daring and not so scared of everything :(
duno wad to do... =/





well this seems like a weird post uh.. haha..
anyways.. new year's coming !! happy new year to one and all !!!! :)

anyway before i say.. my date for e blog kinda mixed up..
shld be 24 dec now.. haha.. so yeah.. =]


now back to blogging....................................... ==


OMG !!! I PASSED MY TP !!! :DDDD

finalllyyyy i passed !! wad a close shave man.....
not reli gonna talk abt how i drove or whatsoever hahaha..
but i'm jus glad its all over !! no more stresss...
no more going back to ubi on sats !! hahaahaha :)

finally can drive !! yay !! cant drive to sch yet tho X: hahaha.. slowly..
anyway its CHRISTMAS EVE !!!! wish everyone early MERRY CHRISTMAS !!
and A HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!! :DDDD

takecares people & haf fun opening presents tonight (:




today! today ! the saviour has been born...
the saviour has been born... today !
lets not forget that christmas is the day where jesus christ was born (:
give thanks and praise the lord ! haha ^^





i hope u're feelin betr already... anyways do takecare of yourself..
takecare of your health.. i know i worry too much, tink too much..
but its jus me... wad can i do = i'll be glad so long as you're happy (:

Its been awhile since i last blogged... im freakin lazy luh hahaha..

CHRISTMAS IS COMING !!!! :DD

hope everyone has done their shopping !! will probly do mine tmr ! haha (:


anyways....
well loads of shitxzxz been happening.. don wanna mention it alr...
jus the though of it makes my blood boil... haha yeah (:
tryin to forget abt it ! well... feelin full of regrets, full of anger and hatred..
all felt at the same time.. but there's nth i can do..
the only thing i can do, muz do and will do ! is help her..
don care whether she thinks im a bother, tinks im irritating or whatsoever..
i don care haha.. as long as she's okay then im fine.. hahaha..
tend to be overly concern ? i dont know.. its jus me bah...
the fear inside me has not been curbed yet.. if not things will be different.. i guess..
anyway enough of that...

my event was jus over last wk... it kinda went along quite well...
somehow or rather they enjoyed it haha..
altho my shoes and jeans got all muddy -.- but yea.. fun (:

anyway, its my TP tomorrow !! my actual driving test !!
i cant believe it.. i'm so so nervous... hope i can pass !!
well.. i'm gonna sleep now ! so i'm able to concentrate for tmr !! hahaha !

goodnight people !

Life is full of SHITHOLE MOFOs.

Life seriously aint going well... don't any of you guys think so ??
why are there such thing called friends ?? have also dont last long..
dont know why but these few days or shld i say.. past few wks..
no mood at all.. alot of shit happens.. also dont know WHY THE FUCK IT DID ?!!?!
i'm trying to curb my anger.. to curb my attitude.. but aahhhh i cant freakin take it..
are there such people around ?? SHITHOLE BOOTLICKERS ?!?!
is really any of the other shitzxzxz you're doing helping ? doing any good ?
it jus makes your mouth feel good right.. get a life asswipe..

aahhhhhh this is one Fugly post cause i'm trying to vent my fkin emotions !!!!!!!
friends dont last long.. they never do.. i can see.. one by one.. friends jus come and go..
i know i'm jus thinkin negative.. but wtf ? even if we don wan them to go..
but is also things that they do.. wad fkin good does it do ???
why cant everyone jus get along.. well if they could then there would reli have world peace !!!

then jokes... fucking jokes.. which part of it sound funny to u?? tell me.. jus tell me..
ohh man i duno wad e fuck is wrong with everyone..
i also duno wad e fuck is wrong wif me.. =/

i jus wish for time to come to a stop or best.. rewind backwards where everything was how it used to be..
i guess.. this is something that we all cant change... EVER !!! =/




I wanna be myself, have the friends i use to have or dont have.
but it seems nothing will ever change for the better.
only time can tell on what will happen.